Friday, June 20, 2008
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me? And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
there are times when i really feel sooo small.
i cant get hold of you,
i cant be the girl you wan me to be.
im sorrry.
hms,sorrry about ytd sweeeeeeeets.):wasn't in a good mood,plus my sickness added to everything.but, what can i do, but think.you never gave me any form of secure tht you wont get back to her.so what was i suppose to think?and with all her blog post.am i suppose to jst, stop and stare?and forget about everything tht happened between you and her.i really feel damn pathetic. ):you wont understand how i am feeling now.ive been through too much hurt,im out of breath.
today is the 20th!hahas, its been 10 whole days!since i last blog lahs.anyways,for the last,5days, was at honeys house lors.hahas chionging maple and all.LOL,so din had a chance to blog.lols, and im SOOOOOO SUPER SICK NOW. ):arghs!hehs, happy one month honey! (:ehs, although it pass like 8 days ago.but still, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! =Dyour still soooooooooooo sweet!stayed in babys house since sunday,hahas.actually gg back home on wed.but, hahas.stayed another one more day.only went home on thursday.heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesHAPPYYYYYY!then, had stupid fever like, 39.5! )):arghs!missssssssssss you honey! ):
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
AHHHH!lols,woke up at 8 plus,like quite late already,soooo cancelled tuition and slept abit more.hehs.then went to work at 12,bought some foooood.and off to work! =Dhms, at 930pm,i saw a guy with gold highlights,bright earrings,with white shirt,a pair of ipzone jeans,and black shoesssssssssscarrying a file,with grey contact lenssss,looking all so wonderfully HOT.walking towards me! (:OHMY!my handsomeeeeeee! =Dhehhhhhhhs.he was sooooo nice to pick me up from work!we went to have some supper,and he sent me home! (:YAY~happyyyyyyyday!&imissyoustill!
Monday, June 9, 2008
7th june'08WORK WORK WORK! ):only see customers,boss,colleagues,FOOOOD.you , me.but,NO BABY! ):so evillllllllllll!8th june'08!SUNDAY,and im soooo not looking forward to MONDAY!no school,no life!hmmmms,had tuition in the morning at bright hill drive.ohmy!and i loveeeeeeeeee my daddy SOOO MUCH.hahas,he fetched me there,and after 1 and a half hours,he fetched me to eat,and fetched me to work.WHAHAHAS.and fetched me home AFTER WORK. (:hehhhhhhhs.and honey!you say you wna come seeeee me,BUTwent to play pool lor HOR,arghs.IM SOOO BORED.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
anywaysssss,gna post about yesterday. LOLwent out with peirong !met her at amk station,PHEW, luckily i got in the train as she comes. WAHAHAHS.GOT A TERRIBLE flu! ):must be suffering after effects of sentosa cum some overdose of chivas.arghs~then, went bugis,collected my pay! =Dand also,spent every single shit! lols.bought, a skinniessomee presentsssssssssssss.and erhemmmmm. hahas. =Danyways, after tht, sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet peirong sent me alllll the way to my tuition place.MYGOD,so scary lor.taught for about 3 hrs.2 kids.CHINESE.):luckily, met up with sweetieeeee on my way home! (:met him at northpoint,ate yoshi.hehhhhhs. (:YAY. so happy lahs.speeeeedy recovery! =Dthen 854-ed homeeeee.hehhhhs. =D
5th june'08hehs, im finally back at home! (:MUAHAHAS,was all the way at babys house till yesterday,hehs, anyways,here comes the photoooooos! ((:
on our way to harbourfront. (:cabbedddddddddd~
on the bus which cost us 3 bucks for the tix.lalalaaaas.
FINALLY, arriving at sentosa.wahahahhas!took some pics with atiqa!! =D
in the toilet changing ! =D
yay! we are finallly ready for some water actions! (:
took some supermodels wannabes with atiqa. LOL
i look stupidddddd! ><
guess whos tht?!LOL,
emo-ing alone at the beach.
lols.
OUR LAST PICTURE OF THE DAY! (:yay!
got a stick,
and atiqa went homeeeeee. =D
after that,
we went vivo, met up with hilmi and his friend.
ate some laksa,
and went drinking like shit! LOL
chivas with green teaaaaa.
MYGOD,
the worst night ever! lolsi shan't elaborate on tht. ANYWAYS,had super fun tym! (:LOVE YOU GUYS!looking forward to the escape next weeeeeeek!looking at her blog,thoughts rushing through my mind.
am i suppose to even feel a thing?
i wonder~
sometimes,
i really wish i was jst a lil girl.
on our way to harbourfront. (:
on the bus which cost us 3 bucks for the tix.
FINALLY, arriving at sentosa.
yay! we are finallly ready for some water actions! (:
guess whos tht?!
