guess wat. i figured out, i guess you dun really understand me but i dno, mayb its wrong. you knw, its hurtful to read your blog, and knw about how you are thinkin this way. its so wrong. i din wan you to feel this way. you see, i dn mind of your evrythin, your faults . your flaws. your attitude evrybody knws how your attitude goes. i dn mind if your poor, if your super ugly or fat. if your not as strong or muscular. or if your nt as gud as royston. me and royston ish past alr. it doesn click. and, all i wanted was, a boyfriend who dotes on girlfriend, a boyfriend who cares for girlfriend when she is really upset or down. aint tht right?! am i wrong to say that? hais, whn i was really down and out, were you there? you were instead pondering over your own stuffs. and its okays, cus its your xin shi. i shuddn be so selfish, but you ignored me! wats all this rubbish tht your complainin now?! and, you are the ever first guy who shouted at me, not even my god damn FATHER or BROTHER did tht lars, and you knw evrythin was jst so hurting. and tht experience wiill never fade away, FOREVER! and really, stop trying to think tht your right evrytym, and the person sad is you. ppl think its my fault, im such a bad ger. but thts cus they jst saw the cover! but, so wat if you can ignore evrybodies wrds and carry on doin stuffs lidat. you think i didn?! hais, you really disappoint me so much, cant you jst give in to me jst a lil?! and after so many days, or at least, i feel its SO MANY. have you reflected?! yars, you said you did. but wat happen after tht?! lets see, toked on the fone finally after 4 days, and wat. ended up wif me crying lyk shit, and you still wna say your right, and continued to quarrel. wat is this?! i dn care if ppl say im a monster or such a bad ger tht treats you lyk this, but can you pls stop askin me tht question! stop doubting hu a person i shudd be to you. or hu am i. i seriously think you dn understand me. mayb yars, you did reflected. but all you reflected is im at the wrong. im the one. oh , nvm thn. continue thinkin tht way. im outta here. if you wna continue wif such attitude, i really dno wat to say alr. go do watever you wan, wat flirt wif gers arhs, wat smoke or drink or wat arhs. i dn giv a damn bloody care. and promises,to you are all empty. hus the one hu promised tht he wun smoke?! and you did tht INFRONT OF MY BLOODY FACE. and you still didtn care. and wtf lars, you stil wan me to care? but mayb after tht you did do wat you promised, but hu knws. and wat abt the movie. hais. dn wna say anythin more alr. pls reflect . i really hate doing stuffs lidat.
